16 June 2012

huyeahhhh ! :)

HAHA .syukur ALHAMDULILLAH akhirnya pindah jugak rumah baru ,sronok2 dapat mulakan hidup baru ,dapat blajar bnda baru ,semua lah baru ,baru syiokkk ! heeee ,cantiknya rumah kami ! :)
paling best bile dduk dkat dgn family ,tak tercakap la seronok dye ,mmg happening ,hope dapat mengubah cara hidup kami kepada yg lebih baik ,kan kan kan !
Have A Nice Day :)
babaiiii
tido dulu
lots of love : alia

29 May 2012

Dear Heart -.-

wahai hati ,besabar la untuk seketika .dugaan sedang dtg btimpa timpa tak bagi ruang untuk bahagia . (macam HaramJ je ayat ) ...Hadoyaiiii .bosan la duduk tak buat apa dalam istana batu ni ,nak merayap kena tggu si dia ,si dia pulak weekend baru free ,acaneee ni ?makan tido swimming online download movie !tu la keje aku dari pagi sampai malam selama 6 hari dalam seminggu .baik den belaja je lagi happy hidup ,nak keje pun tak boleh .pindah rumah baru pun nak kna tggu plak .tak saba nak pindah ni haaaa .nak raya kt rumah sendiri ,baru rasa hidup kan .heee .hidup sendiri lagi best dari hidup dengan family ,nak buat pape pun bebassssss sebebas bebas nyeeeee ,FREEDOM !huyeahhhhhhh

21 May 2012

Tak Sabar Nak Raya Dengan Mr A !! :)

Puasa n Raya yg bakal menjelma tak lama lagi akan lebih brmkna kli ni !HEHE ,akhirnye aku tak lagi hidup dalam Dosa yg berpanjangan .Alhamdulillah dah ade org yg boleh membiimbing aku.n aku da boleh hidup bahagia ,InsyaAllah :)
Tahun ni nak cari baju raya color baby pink !HAHA ,so sweet kan .aku ade family n Mr A yg syg kt ku dgn ikhlas ,wlaupun trpksa brhenti blaja ,at least tak lagi mngharap kt org yg tak pnh ikhlas .

14 May 2012

i will be all that you want :(

There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go

I know I let you down but it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go

I will be all that you want and get myself together
'Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day and make everything okay

I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly
You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe 'cause you're here with me

And if I let you down, I'll turn it all around
'Cause I would never let you go

I will be all that you want and get myself together
'Cause you keep me from falling apart
And all my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day and make everything okay

Without you I can't breathe
I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave
You're all I got, you're all I want, oh
'Cause without you I don't know what I'd do
I can never, ever live a day without you
Here with me, do you see you're all I need?

And I will be, all that you want and get myself together
'Cause you keep me from falling apart
And all my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day and make everything okay

I will be all that you want and get myself together
'Cause you keep me from falling apart
And all my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day and make everything okay

ALWAYS BE MY BABY

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
'Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die, no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Boy don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby

And we'll linger on and on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave boy
I will not stand in your way

But inevitably you'll be back again
'Cause you know in your heart babe
Our love will never end, no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Boy don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby

And we'll linger on and on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
{ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/m/mariah-carey-lyrics/always-be-my-baby-lyrics.html }
Ooh darling,'cause you'll always be my baby

(I know that you'll be back boy)
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder, oh
(I know that)
You'll be right back, baby
Well, baby believe me it's only a matter of time, time

You'll always be apart of me
And I'm part of you indefinitely
Boy don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby

And we'll linger on and on
(And we will linger on and on)
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
(Ooh baby)
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby

You'll always be apart of me
And I'm part of you indefinitely
Boy don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby
(No, no)

(You and I will always be)
And we'll linger on and on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
(You and I)
No way you're never gonna shake me
(You and I)
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby

23 April 2012

i'm HAPPY :)

sangat2 bahagia dgn layanan yg die bagi ,walaupun bejauhan dgn family ,sorang2 melalui sume ni ,die cuba sebaik mungkin untuk memahami keadaan aku .aku harap layanan die akan kekal selama2 nya ,mcm mna die cuba memahami aku ,mcm tu jgak aku akan cuba memahami die .tak saba nak tunggu 26hb ni .hari yg akan merubah segala2 nya bkaitan hidup aku .maaf sangat2 terpaksa melukakan hati seseorang yg sngt peting dalam hidup aku :(

19 April 2012

I LOVE YOU SO DAMN MUCH !!

to be honest, i really love you ! walaupun susah kau nak pecaya ,tp aku ttp syg kau .syg sngt2 .npe laa susah sngt nk BAHAGIA? aku da cuba faham kau sebaik mungkin,ke tepikan sume rasa bahagia aku demi kau. tapi kenapa sikit pun kau tak boleh nak bahagia kan aku? cukup la walau sikit pun ,aku takkan mintak lebih2. past is past ,tolong jgn ungkit lagi masa silam aku. aku terima kau sbb nak mulakan hidup baru,bukannya nak hidup dengan kenangan lama. tolong la faham aku sebagaimana aku cuba faham kau. aku tak nak sbb EGO masing2, hidup kita bpecah belah. hope kau dpt faham. kau sorg je dlm hati aku, takde org lain :) <3<3

one word : SERABUT !

macam2 jadi kt aku sejak 2 menjak ni ,mcm2 perubahan yang dah pun terjadi ,termasuk kt diri aku sendiri .pening nya la kepala .bila la nak settle sume ni .aku pun tak tau keputusan yang aku buat ni betul ke tak .ni melibatkan banyak pihak ,akan menyakitkan banyak hati walaupun untuk menjaga hati aku sendiri .keputusan ni mungkin akan menjejaskan sikit masa depan aku kalau aku tak kuat nak hadapi ,aku harap sangat2 sume dapat terima keputusan aku dengan ikhlas hati .YA ALLAH ,bantu la aku .aku cuba untuk mengelakkan perkara yang bukan2 je :(

Just Wanna Be Happy :)

Hari hari kena tuduh mcm org tak de perasaan ,ni la manusia .cakap suka main lepas je, kalau kau bagus sangat tak pela. kau lagi teruk dari aku la.SO tak payah nak bagai2 lagi. kalau kau dah lebih bagus dari aku baru boleh cakap lebih2 OKAY ! macam Bangang je perangai kau ni !!

23 March 2012

Hurt Again ,Again & Again :'(

tah ape la masalah mamat sorg ni asyik nak cari pasal je dgn aku,dalam sehari kalau tak gaduh mmg tak sah kan ?
ape susah sngt la nak happy dalam sehari.hmmm.kalau da syg tu,ape org buat pun da tak ksah da.sume benda relakan je.nak buat cmne kan.
selagi aku boleh saba,aku saba banyak2,tp kalau kau layan gak aku cmni,mmg tak teragak2 aku nak tinggalkan kau.bile da dapat org yg hrgai diri dye,dye pulak yg tak pndai nak hrgai diri org.agak nye dye nak org yg mcm EX dye tu kot,bia kena kongkong,bia sume benda tak boleh buat.HAIHH ,susahh :'(